If...

If I knew it would be the last time
that I'd see you fall asleep,
I would tuck you in more tightly
and pray the Lord, your soul to keep.

If I knew it would be the last time
that I see you walk out the door,
I would give you a hug and kiss
and call you back for one more.

If I knew it would be the last time
I'd hear your voice lifted up in praise,
I would video tape each action and word,
so I could play them back day after day.

If I knew it would be the last time,
I could spare an extra minute or two
to stop and say I love you,
instead of assuming you would KNOW I do.

If I knew it would be the last time
I would be there to share your day,
well I'm sure you'll have so many more,
so I can let just this one slip away.

For surely there's always tomorrow
to make up for an oversight,
and we always get a second chance
to make everything right.

There will always be another day
to say our I love you's,
And certainly there's another chance
to say our "Anything I can do's?"

But just in case I might be wrong,
and today is all I get,
I'd like to say how much I love you
and I hope we never forget,

Tomorrow is not promised to anyone,
young or old alike,
And today may be the last chance you get
to hold your loved one tight..

So if you're waiting for tomorrow,
why not do it today?
For if tomorrow never comes,
you'll surely regret the day,

That you didn't take that extra time
for a smile, a hug, or a kiss
and you were too busy to grant someone,
what turned out to be their one last wish.

So hold your loved ones close today,
whisper in their ear,
Tell them how much you love them
and that you'll always hold them dear,

Take time to say "I'm sorry, please forgive me,"
"thank you" or "it's okay".
And if tomorrow never comes,
you'll have no regrets about today.

Searchin....

Just for tht special someone..who often drops in our dreams... just for tht special someone who resides in each of our hearts....just for tht special someone whom we knw..we like..we luv..just tht special someone!

I Thought I'd Never Find You...
"I searched for you all my life...
the long missing piece of my life's curious puzzle,
the voice that whispers softly in my dreams,
the music that echoes and dances in my mind,
the living poem that speaks to my inner soul,
the other part of my being that makes me whole.
I searched for you everywhere...

I searched inside my heart, in the emptiness of oneness,
where the meaning of fulfillment was not clearly defined,
and the purpose of my life remained a question to be answered,
longing only for acceptance and the simple joy of sharing,
I tried to find the patience to wait for you forever,
though I didn't know your face or the color of your eyes.

And just when I thought I'd surely never find you,
in a single missing heartbeat, you appeared...
and the endless hours of searching,
and the endless days of waiting,
and the endless nights of longing
were transformed when first our eyes met
to the promise of forever."

U give love a bad name...

Merciless clouds forming a laughing faded face of
Emptiness reminding me of the melancholy space.
Why does every clear melody make me want to cry?
When I know myself all my tears have run dry.

With vulnerable blue eyes she always had her hair in a mess
Pain always cuts me deep when I remember her soft velvety caress
I always dreamed of swimming in the pools of her eyes
Now she haunts me with blood stained on the clear skies.

Still breeze whispers her soft moan whenever I'm alone
Her pink gowns and laces remind me that she's gone
I see her figure under every Ebony tree I see.
Who would believe that I had buried her six feet deep.

We all love differently, we all live differently.
We all mourn differently, we all die differently.
I know that someday I will join her
But forgiveness is not what I'll ask from her.

I will never complain cause I'm scared
I love her too much that's why I had dared.
Don't you dare sympathise, don't feel pity
But then maybe you too feel that I am guilty.

Sometimes death is easy and life is difficult.
I'm sure my pain would make even an angel's heart quiver.
Who cares now what happens - my soul lies with hers

My gift of love was eternal - Yes! I had to kill her!

Firsts....

I wish it'd lasted forever,
but I know better
first love is first love
it ends, life goes on.

The first time of everything
the first 'hug',
the first 'kiss',
the late night 'talks',
O yea! and the late night 'walks
but it ends
oh well life goes on!

It may be hard,
but it ain't impossible,
so get over it!
and yea....move on!

Everytime...

Every time
every time I breathe,
I am reminded of you.

Every time my heart beats,
I am thinking of you.

Every time I dream,
I dream only of you.

Every time I am alone,
I am in search of you.

Every time I hear,
I hear none but you.

Every time the wind passes me,
I feel u by my side.

Every time my friend,
every hour,
every minute,
every second.

I feel you’re presence in my life...

Every time...