If...

If I knew it would be the last time
that I'd see you fall asleep,
I would tuck you in more tightly
and pray the Lord, your soul to keep.

If I knew it would be the last time
that I see you walk out the door,
I would give you a hug and kiss
and call you back for one more.

If I knew it would be the last time
I'd hear your voice lifted up in praise,
I would video tape each action and word,
so I could play them back day after day.

If I knew it would be the last time,
I could spare an extra minute or two
to stop and say I love you,
instead of assuming you would KNOW I do.

If I knew it would be the last time
I would be there to share your day,
well I'm sure you'll have so many more,
so I can let just this one slip away.

For surely there's always tomorrow
to make up for an oversight,
and we always get a second chance
to make everything right.

There will always be another day
to say our I love you's,
And certainly there's another chance
to say our "Anything I can do's?"

But just in case I might be wrong,
and today is all I get,
I'd like to say how much I love you
and I hope we never forget,

Tomorrow is not promised to anyone,
young or old alike,
And today may be the last chance you get
to hold your loved one tight..

So if you're waiting for tomorrow,
why not do it today?
For if tomorrow never comes,
you'll surely regret the day,

That you didn't take that extra time
for a smile, a hug, or a kiss
and you were too busy to grant someone,
what turned out to be their one last wish.

So hold your loved ones close today,
whisper in their ear,
Tell them how much you love them
and that you'll always hold them dear,

Take time to say "I'm sorry, please forgive me,"
"thank you" or "it's okay".
And if tomorrow never comes,
you'll have no regrets about today.

Searchin....

Just for tht special someone..who often drops in our dreams... just for tht special someone who resides in each of our hearts....just for tht special someone whom we knw..we like..we luv..just tht special someone!

I Thought I'd Never Find You...
"I searched for you all my life...
the long missing piece of my life's curious puzzle,
the voice that whispers softly in my dreams,
the music that echoes and dances in my mind,
the living poem that speaks to my inner soul,
the other part of my being that makes me whole.
I searched for you everywhere...

I searched inside my heart, in the emptiness of oneness,
where the meaning of fulfillment was not clearly defined,
and the purpose of my life remained a question to be answered,
longing only for acceptance and the simple joy of sharing,
I tried to find the patience to wait for you forever,
though I didn't know your face or the color of your eyes.

And just when I thought I'd surely never find you,
in a single missing heartbeat, you appeared...
and the endless hours of searching,
and the endless days of waiting,
and the endless nights of longing
were transformed when first our eyes met
to the promise of forever."

U give love a bad name...

Merciless clouds forming a laughing faded face of
Emptiness reminding me of the melancholy space.
Why does every clear melody make me want to cry?
When I know myself all my tears have run dry.

With vulnerable blue eyes she always had her hair in a mess
Pain always cuts me deep when I remember her soft velvety caress
I always dreamed of swimming in the pools of her eyes
Now she haunts me with blood stained on the clear skies.

Still breeze whispers her soft moan whenever I'm alone
Her pink gowns and laces remind me that she's gone
I see her figure under every Ebony tree I see.
Who would believe that I had buried her six feet deep.

We all love differently, we all live differently.
We all mourn differently, we all die differently.
I know that someday I will join her
But forgiveness is not what I'll ask from her.

I will never complain cause I'm scared
I love her too much that's why I had dared.
Don't you dare sympathise, don't feel pity
But then maybe you too feel that I am guilty.

Sometimes death is easy and life is difficult.
I'm sure my pain would make even an angel's heart quiver.
Who cares now what happens - my soul lies with hers

My gift of love was eternal - Yes! I had to kill her!

Firsts....

I wish it'd lasted forever,
but I know better
first love is first love
it ends, life goes on.

The first time of everything
the first 'hug',
the first 'kiss',
the late night 'talks',
O yea! and the late night 'walks
but it ends
oh well life goes on!

It may be hard,
but it ain't impossible,
so get over it!
and yea....move on!

Everytime...

Every time
every time I breathe,
I am reminded of you.

Every time my heart beats,
I am thinking of you.

Every time I dream,
I dream only of you.

Every time I am alone,
I am in search of you.

Every time I hear,
I hear none but you.

Every time the wind passes me,
I feel u by my side.

Every time my friend,
every hour,
every minute,
every second.

I feel you’re presence in my life...

Every time...

Once upon a time...

I came across this line in a novel from my school days...went about reading it again till I came to this line....pretty apt at this time.
" I loved you once but once was not now"

Quote Unquote..

"Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness, that most frightens us.

And as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others."
Nelson Mandela

Its tough..

Its hard to let go someone who has touched your life...
But it hurts more to let go someone who was never yours and yet changed your life..

Decipher this...

Just came across this randomly through a msg and immediately wanted to share it with all!!
Read this... "LIFEISNOWHERE"
What did u read?
Life is No Where
or Life is Now Here
Isnt it a beautiful way to say "Life is the way YOU look at it";)

Deal with it..

Just recently I heard someone say..."Life has always been complicated, its just that we dint know how to handle it!!" ;)
So Handle it...n keep smiling...you never know whose falling in love with u...next!!;)

Surprise Surprise!!!

I had read this somewhere...its happening with me today!!
"Life is what happens to you when you are busy making other plans"!!

Not Easy Being a Guy!!

Hey guys..here I contradict the previous post...its tough...but its fun..n make no mistake I am STILL glad that I am a MAN!!;)
This is something I got from the net..just wanted to share it with u guys...

Pity us men.........

If you put a woman on a pedestal and try to protect her from the rat race, you're a male chauvinist.
If you stay home and do the housework, you're a sissy.

If you work too hard, there is never any time for her.
If you don't work enough, you're a good-for-nothing bum.

If she has a boring repetitive job with low pay, this is exploitation.
If you have a boring repetitive job with low pay, you should get off your but and find something better.

If you get a promotion ahead of her, that is favoritism.
If she gets a job ahead of you, it's equal opportunity.

If you mention how nice she looks, it's sexual harassment.
If you keep quiet, it's male indifference.

If you cry, you're a wimp.
If you don't, you're an insensitive jerk.

If you thump her, it's wife bashing.
If she thumps you, it's self defense.

If you make a decision without consulting her, you're a chauvinist.
If she makes a decision without consulting you, she's a liberated woman.

If you ask her to do something she doesn't enjoy, that's domination.
If she asks you, it's a favor.

If you appreciate the female form and frilly underwear, you're a pervert.
If you don't, you're a fag.

If you like a woman to shave her legs and keep in shape, you're sexist.
If you don't, you're unromantic.

If you try to keep yourself in shape, you're vain.
If you don't, you're a slob.

If you buy her flowers, you're after something.
If you don't, you're not thoughtful.

If you're proud of your achievements, you're up on yourself.
If you don't, you're not ambitious.

If she has a headache, she's tired.
If you have a headache, you don't love her anymore.

If you want it too often, you're oversexed.
If you don't, there must be someone else.

I am Glad I am a MAN!!

Everyday I give thanks to God
I was born a man instead of a broad
When Oprah comes on, I turn off the TV
I don't shave my legs, I stand up to pee
I go to a barber, not a beauty salon
Don't pluck out my eyebrows just to draw them back on
Don't wax my pubes so I can wear shorts
I use my turn signal, I understand sports

Man, I'm glad I'm a man, man
Tell you the reason I am
I don't go through a faze every 28 days

Man, I'm glad I'm a man
I pay cash at the grocery, no checks or coupons
Don't take a lot of friends when I go the the john
I don't throw a fit when I break a nail
I don't buy a lot of shoes just because they're on sale
I don't apply makeup in my rear-view mirror
I don't think of Bambi when I'm out hunting deer
I drink beer from a bottle, not from a glass
I don't ask my friends about the size of my ass

Man, I'm glad I'm a man, man
Tell you the reason I am
I don't face the pain of water-weight gain
Man, I'm glad I'm a man

Let me tell you ladies
Listen to me ladies
I love those things inside of your blouse
I love your pretty faces
Your warm and soft embraces
But if I had my own two boobs, I'd never leave the house

I don't spend two hours getting ready for a date
I don't play with dolls unless they inflate
When someone asks me my age, I never lie
After sex in bed, my spot's always dry
I don't read about orgasms in Vogue magazines
I don't mind if my dates try to get in my jeans
I don't spend a fortune on French lingerie
This is the same underwear I wore yesterday

Man, I'm glad I'm a man, man
Tell you the reason I am
I don't take a pill, I don't use Massengill
Man, I'm glad I'm a man

Man, I'm glad I'm a man, man
Tell you the reason I am
I find Michael Bolton completely revoltin
Man, I'm glad I'm a man!